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Speaking Up and Speaking Out

Chicago Shambhala Center’s open mic night builds community, fosters diversity

by Sai Wei

photos by Chase Bauer

11255222_10205041612054733_3768053342266357878_nOn the third Friday evening of every month, the Chicago Shambhala center transforms from a peaceful meditation center to a throbbing hub of music and expression. Gone are the smartly dressed middle class adults, and in come teenagers in sweatpants, Nikes, and baseball caps. Gone are the white majority. There are mainly African Americans, Puerto Ricans, Mexicans, and other people of color at this venue. They are here for an evening down in the basement, where the space is dark except for the spotlight and the stage. The silence and quiet of the center is gone, pierced by the loud proclamations of rap, song, and dance.

It’s my first time experiencing a Speak Up Chicago open mic night and I am not comfortable.

11012083_10205041626055083_6906302464945674683_nIt’s the noise. It’s the darkness. Everything is so different from how things are normally run at Shambhala Chicago. The young people here might not even know this is a meditation center. They’re here for a stage where they can express themselves with no judgement, no matter how twisted and tortured and real the issues they bring up are. As an intern of Shambhala, I, like many others who come to the center, came for the meditation. I came for the beautiful flower arrangements and the pure and tranquil atmosphere. I am all about finding peace and bravery in daily life. And now I’m putting my hands over my ears because the speakers are so loud. I hate staying up late during the night.

11057206_10205045756438340_6815628102654631681_nBut Speak Up Chicago is more than an open mic night. Despite the title. It is simply an open invitation for the youth in Chicago to find support in whatever venture they’d like to explore, whatever creative thing it may be. To tell the tale from the beginning, it starts with the Sakyong. Under his inspiration to “open the flower outwards”, Shambhala Chicago began to interact with the outside community, beginning with a few conferences and trainings with mindfulness meditation.  After the conference “Imagining Peace”, a student named Joshua Lazu, who was a part of the conference, came up to Aarti Tejuja, the current director of Social Engagement at Chicago Shambhala, and asked if he could start an open mic night at the center. Aarti said yes.

Around the same time several young people (including myself), started dropping in and telling her they were interested in working for social justice or the open mic night. Encountering many different challenges along the way, we began to form a core group. We have traveled this strange journey of life together, supporting and helping each other along the way.

Speak Up Chicago seems to have generated a lot of buzz. It’s true, this group is definitely different. But sometimes I and others at Speak Up worry about becoming the poster children of Shambhala. We represent a new vein from the white hippies that eventually became Chogyam Trungpa’s students. We’re a group of people of color who are simply hanging out, becoming a close knit family, sharing our sorrows and joys. Because beyond what we do in this vision of engagement and working for peace in the face of violence, there is a primordial aspect of family in this group. We share each other’s homes, lives, and activities, going to barbecues and birthday parties.

19228_10152948305723412_5264679616843775572_nFamily. That’s an aspect that Shambhala seems to lack, in fact. It seems many come to Shambhala from other religious traditions, where they felt like there wasn’t a genuine spirituality that they could relate to. Shambhala offers something special, fostering bravery and gentleness. But after the retreats are done, we go back to our lives. We return to our homes and come back to the center for the next class or the next meditation session. But how much do we really offer up to share? Everyone knows that acquaintances only share the good parts, the pretty parts of their lives. True family shares everything, the darkness and the light.

11252025_10205041616494844_6454793177550594426_nWithin Speak Up, we offer up something that expands the vision of what Shambhala can be. Shambhala can become more than a meditation center. There is an energy that magnetizes the space, where we continue to challenge the older, more senior folks in creating new ventures, new horizons to reach for. We’re looking for people from Englewood and other violent neighborhoods to interact with people from downtown and Hyde Park. We’ve attended the Sakyong’s “Making Peace Possible” conference, and have traveled to Mexico to attend the Ziji Summit as the largest represented group of young people in Shambhala. We’re planning to do a retreat at the Windhorse center in Wisconsin.

We come from a different part of the city, not the clean, well-educated, protected areas, but the places people whisper about, where some of us have endured traumas that people have only heard of and never have experienced. Some of us suffer from a continuous lack of support and financial means, contributing to the high probability of not graduating from school and being involved with crime and drug abuse. Many of us are scarred by the systematic racism that does not allow people of color and lower economic means to thrive. But we are Shambhala as well, an enlightened society that arises from true reality.

11052466_10205046951348212_1985241463759956511_nWhat is Shambhala exactly then? What are we? These questions come up in the face of our existence. Because the fact remains obvious:  Shambhala is dominated by middle class, college educated white people. Why is it so hard to attract people of color or poor people? Even I, a fairly whitewashed, middle class Asian American college student, feel uncomfortable in the Shambhala Level classes because I am constantly surrounded by white people. And I am committed to and deeply inspired by the Shambhala vision. There is nothing I want more than to be a true warrior. And yet, I constantly struggle with the feeling of discomfort on being the only person of color in the room while attending Shambhala activities. Why do I feel like an alien, like an outsider?

What exactly attracts only white people to Shambhala? Maybe because it’s so squeaky clean and articulate, and offers an image of Eastern wisdom that Westerners long for. But what if that’s problematic? On my return from the Ziji Collective retreat in Mexico, I realized that there was an inordinate number of Harvard graduates and professors at the conference! Is the very culture and language that we have adopted too sophisticated and wordy for the average high school dropout? What if people speak in different ways? How can we foster diversity in Shambhala? It seems our existence forces us to expand the vision of what Shambhala means, because it means different things to different people now.  Speak Up Chicago is a testament to a different kind of Shambhala.

Sai Wei is the intern of Social Engagement at the Chicago Shambhala center. She is currently studying at Shimer College with an emphasis on philosophy. 

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12 responses to “ Speaking Up and Speaking Out ”
  1. Molly De Shong
    Nov 22, 2015
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    Wonderful read. From another average white woman, I’m afraid…Molly

  2. Carolyn Gimian
    Nov 23, 2015
    Reply

    Check this out:
    https://www.facebook.com/Holistic-Life-Foundation-Inc-119112564775646/?pnref=lhc

    These are some great people.
    Thanks for the article — thanks for the youth

  3. Ira Abrams
    Nov 23, 2015
    Reply

    That was really thoughtful and well-written. Thanks, Sai. I’ll suggest this as a reading to prompt discussion at a community gathering.

  4. Wonderfully written and captures some thoughts/feelings I’ve experienced as well (though I’m quite older than you ;-). Interestingly, in all other aspects of my life in the NY metropolitan area- work, social, personal – there is so much diversity. You put words to the jarring, discordant feeling I’ve experienced to enter a space that doesn’t reflect the community and diversity just outside the doors.

    The Shambhala tradition/philosophy and messages seem universal. Yet the fact remains that this Sangha was founded by (and perhaps is still largely steered by) a specific subset of America, and is not immune to the American legacy of subtle patterns of behaviors and attitudes that artificially creates racial/class alienation. Shining a light on it, as you have done, gives us a chance to see it, to investigate, and take action with curiosity and gentleness. I am hopeful that as voices like yours emerge it will add dimension and richness to the way the teachings are conveyed to reach across racial, class and other artificial dividers.

  5. Verena Schacht
    Nov 27, 2015
    Reply

    Absolutely great!! Sai Wei speaks out what I feel is essential for our community worldwide. We should take it to heart and should think about how to really invite people of different cultures, religions and social classes.

  6. John Kriebel
    Nov 27, 2015
    Reply

    Great to read this. I am an old Shambalian and also find the lack of diversity and “family” troublesome. I have had to go outside Shambhala for that deeper human reality and don’t end up coming around that much anymore. Also for many people, esp. people of color and younger people, Shambala programs are expensive. Much gratitude for the Generosity Policy — Shambhala rocks on that score but how many know about it? This article raises many important questions. Dont know the answers but good to hear the questions! Keep Going!

  7. “The silence and quiet of the center is gone, pierced by the loud proclamations of rap, song, and dance.”

    I’m a seasoned older Shambhalian (white, middleclass, I guess). I haven’t been to my local center for several years, partly because I felt it didn’t welcome new ideas very much. But that’s not the only reason… And I’m an experienced Shambhala Training assistant director.
    I teach acting and public speaking. Also do movement work that I call Improvisation Meditation. Maybe the participants at Speak Up Chicago would be interested in exploring mindfulness and going deeper into the teachings by refining their singing, rapping and dancing skills through approaches like what I’ve described. Mindfulness and presence are essential for powerful performance. And it would be working with where they’re at now… I’m not tooting my own horn here. Just suggesting something that could help to bridge the gap between “cultures”. Shambhala does have a department called Nalanda…. I hope this is helpful.

  8. Aarti Tejuja
    Nov 30, 2015
    Reply

    Hi Ira – Sure, we can do that ;-)

  9. Aarti Tejuja
    Nov 30, 2015
    Reply

    Hi Paul, Its a good suggestion. Our biggest and hardest thing though has typically been a lack of teachers in this realm here in Chicago. And it is difficult for visiting teachers to come in and do this too as many of the youth work at least one day if not more on the weekends. So, we’ve really started getting creative and going out of the box, but it means bringing in local teachers that may not be “Shambhala” teachers.

    We haven’t been able to really get Shambhala Arts or Dharma Arts going here in our center. Before I formally started working for Shambhala, I was the dharma arts coordinator, and was able to get it going somewhat, but after I left that post, there has been no one wanting to replace it, and it does not get the attention is deserves.

  10. Mabinti Dennis
    Nov 30, 2015
    Reply

    Thanks you Sei Wei, you are right this is a testament of what Shambhala could look in the future. It is so refreshing to read your article. I long for the day when I will not be the Black person in my local center, and diversity will not be a discussion but a practice. Keep on rocking in Chicago…… Mabinti.

  11. Jérôme MARIEN
    Dec 3, 2015
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    Wonderful article and wonderful comments. Thank’s to all and specially to Sai Wei for her talent of writer. It provides warmth in our heart. Youth can do such a change in the world. Youth be brave in proclaiming your heart and inspiration in the great vision of Shambhala ! From France thank you all again.

  12. Paul Persofsky
    Dec 13, 2015
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    Aarti… If I could afford to take off work and come to Chicago, I would. The opportunity and challenge to put myself in that environment and interact with people who are so different from me both frightens and excites me. Maybe if you found a good local performance teacher who has worked on him/herself and connected with their heart, it could be a beginning. A good approach in teaching might be to just ask participants if they want to experiment with refining their skills and have a competent teacher make suggestions that they could try. It would be a worthwhile experiment. And it could just be a one-evening thing…. How about asking the leaders of Speak Up (the most mature and centered ones) who they might like to learn from?…. Wishing you success.


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